For so long I fought to settle down in one place even though I knew it just wasn’t me. As each year passed, I increased my travels. I thought the life of a nomad was for hippies. And that was something my A-Type personality did not want to be associated with. My anxiety was increasing with each step I made to stay put and plant roots. It felt as if everything I was doing was wrong. Somehow going against something I couldn’t quite put my finger on, even though certain things were considered successful.
I realized in Italy that I could no longer ignore what my body and mind were telling (reads: screaming at) me. Island Company’s Quit Your Job motto has always resonated with me.
“Quit Your Job,
Buy A Ticket,
Get A Tan,
Fall In Love,
Never in a million years would I have thought that I would have done this so early in my life! Once I returned from Italy, I did just that! I quit my job. I bought a one-way ticket to the Caribbean. I’ve gotten a much appreciated sun-kissed tan. And I’m falling in love with myself. I plan on returning to America, but I can’t say when or for how long. What I can say is that everything is falling into place as I’ve fully accepted that I’m meant to travel, explore, and this is not the season for me to stay put or plant any roots. My soul is at peace with this decision.
I don’t subscribe to the pressures of having a 9 to 5, getting married, and having children early in my life. So for those concerned about the status of my uterus, don’t be because it’s none of your business. I’ve always wanted to be the cool aunt that was constantly traveling and who had a fabulous wardrobe. If I happen to fall in love, get married, and have kids, great. If not, also great! I’m dancing to my own beat and I want it to stay that way.
So go ahead and put your headphones on, select your jams, tune everyone else out, and dance away!